The Empress' Journal

The baby kicked today. *smiles* Anakin needs to come home.

Padme was alone watching the Jedi temple across the way. The place where Anakin was. It wasn't until she turned away that she allowed herself to just let go, to cry. Instead of being the senator, she was a fragile doll that had just broken. Her husband was away from her and she had no clue if he would come home. Obi-wan knew of the marriage, of who the child's father was. Anakin was going to be in such a great deal of trouble that she didn't know what to do.

She covered her hand with her mouth and went to sit down, Jar Jar in the other room as his ears drooped hearing the sadness that enveloped the Senator. The woman that was usually so strong breaking down like a child. He realized for the first time in his being there, that she was no less a normal human being then any of the people that she had once served on Naboo.

Padme was fragile, she was human, and now, she needed her husband more then ever.

Have you ever faced death

In my life? Many times. There was the time when the Trade Federation would have killed me for certain if the Jedi hadn't come to the rescue. Then there was the time when I thought I was going to die with Anakin and Obi-wan chained to that pillar until we decided to fight back. Lastly, there was Mustafar, where my death was greatly exagerrated. My heart did stop for a short time, but then that was only to fool everyone. The Jedi Council had seen to that. They made it so it appeared I was dead. MY family mourned my loss and everything. I hate them for that. I was a Queen, a Senator, a wife and a mother. Death comes at me everyday given my life now, I just choose to fight it. You must look death straight in the eyes and tell it to go to hell if you wish to survive. To fear it, is to give in. To fight it is to live. I'll face death many more times in my life I am certain, but it is the will for living that I have that keeps me strong, and keeps me alive.

Padme Amidala
Star Wars
200 words

Theme song

In modern times, there is a song that I feel descries my life from the moment I met Anakin. That song would be from a movie called Moulin Rouge, and is entitled 'Come what may'. Why do I feel this song fits us perfectly? To be honest the words hit closer to home then I would like to admit, I never knew that I could feel things such as I did with him, I thought the only thing I would ever love was my job. he showed me differently. He made me realize that I could, I was more then my job. Adnd I was more then what I believed in. He made me realize that I was more then who I THOUGHT I was. It speaks to me because it describes my life, all my fears, doubts, and my dreams. And everything that I wanted but afraid to have. This is my song, no our song. No other song comes to mind off of the top of my head. There is probably a few more songs that I could put down, but you asked for one, so I won't trouble myself to answer with more.

Padme Amidala
Star Wars
200 words

Marriage was something, as a Queen, that I was never allowed to think about. The Queens did not marry until their reign was over, and in essence they would pray that it would be a daughter so that they could follow in the footsteps of the mother. I knew of the life of a married woman though through my mother, who had high values and morals, and my mother and father were very much in love, defying all impossibilities that came their way. No obstacle was so hard, that together, they could not get through it. I was built around this tradition, and therefore it's what in the end I became.

I didn't think about marriage when I was Queen, that was until I met Anakin. I started thinking what if, which is a terrible thing for a Queen to imagine. You're job comes first, but I found myself finding moments to myself to mull over the answers. It wasn't until I was Senator that I was allowed more time to think within my own world. I knew from the moment I laid eyes on Anakin again when Obi-wan and himself had come to my protection, that those thoughts which I very well wanted hidden behind the mask of the calm and collected face would come back. He had grown, so much. So handsome, and when he spoke his words about me, and then told me how much I was hurting him, I realized, I needed him. I wanted him. I saw him and I living the same life as my mother and myself. We were as one in many ways.

We were married secretly later that year, and I knew it was wrong, but like my mother and father, Anakin and I would overcome all obstacles that were thrown in our way. Our love was written in the stars, in the flame that a candle held, and in the words of our promise to one another on that balcony. Marriage is something to hold sacred, and you will be by their side in life as well as death through everything. You will be their salvation when they need it the most, you will wake up beside them every morning and whisper 'I love you' before going to prepare the breakfast of the morning. Marriage is....


Padme Amidala
Star Wars Prequels
391 words.

Padme had been eager to meet with Hatsumomo, and when the day arrived for her, Padme had taken to making sure everything was perfect for her guest. It wasn't everyday that someone she honored was coming to her home. The tea had been made, the cups had been washed several times, and the house had been cleaned and cleaned again in anticipation of the arrival. Her dear friends had made sure that Padme was dressed as nicely as possible, even doing her hair and her dresses in the style much like the Queens had. Though not quite, Padme felt to do so would be dishonoring the memory, so she went for a sensible fashion. She took a deep breathe, the fans laid on the table in a box waiting for her honored guest. Padme as well had a gift for Hatsumomo, and she smiled, waiting at the door for her 'friend' to arrive.

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Padme Amidala
Star Wars
205 words

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1.1A
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Muse: Padme Amidala
Fandom: Star Wars
Word Count: 899

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Muse: Padme Amidala
Fandom: Star Wars
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TO BE CONTINUED!

((more writing for the opening of the rp that will eventually happen, if i can make things work lol))

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TO BE CONTINUED

636 words (not including quotes)

Quotes from the movie courtesy of IMDB.com

from this website:

http://www.tektek.org/dream/index.php


my lil padme!

Topic 114: Secret that shouldn't have been heard

I had always prided myself in my ways to deal with negotiations, and to do what was right for my people. I never imagined that things would turn out such as they had for myself. During my term I have had to hold many secrets that I have heard whispered in the halls, and some were just too much to bare. Some I should have never heard to begin with. There was one, that to this day still makes my body tremble with fear. It was a day like any other, I had been disguised once more as the handmaiden for my own safety, and I was walking through the halls of Naboo, when I came across two citizens speaking to one another. It seemed like any ordinary conversation, but it wasn't. The ime they spent talking to one another as I passed, and the hushed voices told me, that it wasn' simply two lovers speaking to one another. It was something more. That's when I heard about the Jedi Order, they were out in full demand, and that Anakin had made it as a Jedi knight. I was thrilled for him of course, but their words afterwards is what bothered me. They said that the Jedi's had all believed Anakin to be some larger part of a prophecy, and that something would happen, whether it be good or bad. I didn't know what to think. It wasn't until a chance encounter with Anakin and Obi-wan for a second time that I realized what they had meant, and it was something that I tried with every ounce of my strength to avoid, and help him through it. But perhaps, I was too late. I simply wish, I had never heard what I did....

Padme Amidala
Star Wars
293 words.

Topic one: What is one thing you have learned from your past?
(written from a AU pov, both, becaue it was simply nicer to think of happy things instead of sad things for her lol)
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Topic two: Describe a dream that you've had. How did the dream make you feel?

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Not my best work, albeit, but I though it was the best way to answer both things. If I'm accepted, most prompts will be done canon witha few fandom. lol

-Padme had awoken with a start, and her hands went immediately to her throat and a strangled cry escaped the soft pink lips. She licked them absently as she looked around, she didn't know this place...and why was she dressed in the water dress...this dress had been made for her...funeral. Her eyes widened as she took it all in..but how was she here? Why? She struggled to sit up and slip from the casket that had become her resting spot. What year was it? Anakin? Where was Anakin! Her eyes darted around as she made her way from the seemingly empty room to the inner halls of the station, she didn't see anyone. Why was she here? She wanted answers, she wanted her husband, she wanted her babies! A sob escaped her mouth as she brought her hand to cover it, try and stiffle the sound, none of this made sense. Panic had settled into the young woman's mind. Maybe this is what the other side looked like, but surely, she felt that Anakin had died, if this was death, where was Anakin? And why was she breathing?-

Fandom: Star Wars
Pairing: Anakin Skywalker/Padme Naberrie Skywalker (cuse yes..skywalker WOULD be her last name)
Theme set: Beta
Rating: Pg13
Author's notes: I hope I used some of the words correctly lol
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